Hi and welcome to the blog! When Mother Nature has mood swings she seems to take them out on those of us in the Midwest. First it’s warm, cold, then warm again….At the same time though, I’ll take the cold ’cause running the central air in the summer is too expensive.
It’s continuing to be a challenging time here but if life was always easy it wouldn’t be as interesting… Money has been an increasing concern. I had not said much but a month or so ago I lost my unemployment after accepting a job that was very badly misrepresented… Described as an easy, low-key job answering questions, it turned out to be a call center type job, with outbound sales, high pressure, etc. – not something I’m wired to handle. Oh well. Sh** happens. Until something else comes along, it’s been possible to mow lawns for extra money; I also sold off a possession to boost the account a bit.
After tripping over the generator (stored in the kitchen) one too many times, it dawned on me to liquidate it. On Wednesday the Honda EU2000i was sold for $450 to a young man in a neighboring town. He does construction work and said he could use it for powering tools. We were both happy with the deal and the Honda went to a good home.
I didn’t go fishing or camping this week. We had a lot of rain and the creeks are murky again. But I’ve been doing some exploring around the county… such as here at Muskrat Slough (pronounced “slew”). (In Iowa you often hear the word “mush-rat” instead of muskrat.) This region is a protected waterfowl area.
Some friends recently shot a bunch of carp at the slough using a bow and arrow… They brought two of them to my house. I scaled and filleted the fish and the carp were smoked to deliciousness! As one old farmer told me when having coffee the other day, “Well, them carp are some good eatin’ if it wasn’t fer the bones!”
Fishing is still on the mind though. While working on the post this afternoon I spoke Brad from the Department of Natural Resources. Next week I plan to do some camping just a few miles east of here and take Jenny along. There is a pond that was stocked with fish a couple of years ago and has great populations of bass, bluegills, catfish, etc. Sounds like what the doctor ordered… literally.
Life is going to be a lot different in the coming days. But change is the only certainty in life. I’ve finally find some people to help me get back on track.
I recently met with an amazing person whose job is to help find tools to help a person remain self-sufficient. In the coming days it means filing for disability (part time), counseling, help with maintaining my home, physical therapy, and perhaps some medication for the bipolar depression. It was even suggested that I might be able to take some college classes and have the state re-train me. What cool options!
And believe it or not, it was even recommended that I register Jenny and Duke as service animals. Though skeptical at first, I’m actually open to that! (Seriously, like Jenny would ever WANT to perform service for a HUMAN?)
One last thought… As a problem solver, I wanted to come up with a tool for dealing with the awful anxiety in recent days. When not addressed, the anxiety eventually caused loss of sleep and depression.
Though surely a bazillion such tools exist on the Internet, this one is my own. I call this spreadsheet the “No Worries! Thought Analysis and Redirection Log” It’s meant to take a negative thought, figure out why it happened, change it to something more positive… and think of a follow-up action. My Sis really liked it. The tool is proving helpful! Feel free to download it, use it, share it, do whatever (please don’t license it unless you send me some Diet Coke).
The next planned outing will be on Monday as we visit a pond I’ve not fished before. It should be fun for Jenny and I alike.
Take care and thanks for following along!
Safe and happy camping always!
Brad, Jenny, and Duke
Jones County, Iowa